Sunday, December 23, 2012
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
chapter 91
It is four months after my intuitive encounter in the middle of the woods . I sit in the bath...there is someone walking to the door . The individual is now in front of me . Another is just behind to the left . I was never told that this individual -the former-was the child by the ferry terminal ; nor was I told that he was the young man that sat beside me on my way to Australia . It just seemed to be quite obvious to me .
Do you remember the story of how the angel stirred the water and those who bathed with it in time were healed of their affliction ??? Well , over the next three years this will become one of the many gifts that is explored with these two individuals . They will not completely put me back together . The remainder of the post traumatic stress from the mid 90's will still , though at an increasingly less and less volume , visit me until this day .
The first individual has quite the sense of humor . The second , very serious . Maybe I am not as special as it seems . These beings are obviously existing outside of time , so , quite possibly , they could be in hundreds of places at once . Regardless of how special or worthless I am , the first one gives me an introduction : " my name is Gabriel ; my friend is Micheal " .
The End
Do you remember the story of how the angel stirred the water and those who bathed with it in time were healed of their affliction ??? Well , over the next three years this will become one of the many gifts that is explored with these two individuals . They will not completely put me back together . The remainder of the post traumatic stress from the mid 90's will still , though at an increasingly less and less volume , visit me until this day .
The first individual has quite the sense of humor . The second , very serious . Maybe I am not as special as it seems . These beings are obviously existing outside of time , so , quite possibly , they could be in hundreds of places at once . Regardless of how special or worthless I am , the first one gives me an introduction : " my name is Gabriel ; my friend is Micheal " .
The End
chapter 90
I have seen shit weirder that what I have just described . I have seen time manipulated with like a televangelist his flock of unsuspecting dummies . Here is one for ya : this guy last year wrote me a lovely e-mail about the wonderful talk we had that week . Fantastic . Too bad I wasn't fucking there !!!
This is just a little context to prop you up for the evening show . That is to say , if I am crazy , so are the laws of physics .
This is just a little context to prop you up for the evening show . That is to say , if I am crazy , so are the laws of physics .
chapter 89
One more before I attempt to explain the unexplainable .
My friend's wife dies . In mourning , I pack my things and head to another friend's house to spend the evening and try to make some sense of everything . In hast , I throw my clothes down the garbage shoot with the trash . The underwear I don't care about ; but , sadly , I lost my favorite sweater .
I get more clothes and rush out to the car where my friend awaits me .
And in the back of the car ; there is my sweater .
My friend's wife dies . In mourning , I pack my things and head to another friend's house to spend the evening and try to make some sense of everything . In hast , I throw my clothes down the garbage shoot with the trash . The underwear I don't care about ; but , sadly , I lost my favorite sweater .
I get more clothes and rush out to the car where my friend awaits me .
And in the back of the car ; there is my sweater .
chapter 88
Our winter retreat . The winter of our content , one might say . The hat that I wear to do my exercise in remains at my home , as I forget the fucking thing . But , wait , there it is in my luggage bag !!! Strange , eh ??? Wanna see strange ??? I will show you strange . After wearing the hat that I did not bring to the retreat all week long , come time to leave...I could not find it . I , indeed , was hatless .
Right until I got to my house and found the fucking thing right wear I left it .
No kidding !!!
Right until I got to my house and found the fucking thing right wear I left it .
No kidding !!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
chapter 87
Before someone tells a story of the unbelievable ; it is best , when ever possibly , to give a reason to believe it . And I have many .
And let me say just one other thing . Just about everything you ever learned...is a lie .
"Someday...only love will remain ."
Seriously .
And let me say just one other thing . Just about everything you ever learned...is a lie .
"Someday...only love will remain ."
Seriously .
chapter 86
We have a brief stopover in Caines . ( You know , that place I visited last Christmas . Hot as a fucking monkeys ass ) .
I hear my name on the P.A. system . I pick up the phone . It is my little sister -Karon .
The entire airport turns and looks at me . I have lost myself . Will I ever hear this beautiful voice again ??? I am 28 , strong . I have no idea that I will indeed accomplish everything that my heart desires over the next five years . I have no idea that I will lose it at the turn of a card as those five years expire . And , truly , I have no idea that the damage done to me will partially incapacitate me for the rest of my life .
I hear my name on the P.A. system . I pick up the phone . It is my little sister -Karon .
The entire airport turns and looks at me . I have lost myself . Will I ever hear this beautiful voice again ??? I am 28 , strong . I have no idea that I will indeed accomplish everything that my heart desires over the next five years . I have no idea that I will lose it at the turn of a card as those five years expire . And , truly , I have no idea that the damage done to me will partially incapacitate me for the rest of my life .
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